Okay, so, I’ve been diving deep into this whole “spiritual meaning” thing lately, and let me tell you, it’s been a wild ride. I started this journey about a month ago, feeling kinda lost and just going through the motions, you know?
First off, I grabbed a bunch of books and started reading. Some were pretty out there, talking about chakras and auras and stuff. Others were more grounded, focusing on mindfulness and meditation. I skimmed through some, devoured others. I felt overwhelmed sometimes, other times, excited.
Then, I decided to get my feet wet with meditation. Let me tell you, sitting still and trying to quiet my mind? Way harder than it looks. My mind was like a monkey, jumping from thought to thought. I downloaded a couple of meditation apps, started with 5 minutes a day. It was a struggle at first, but I kept at it.
- Day 1-7: Total chaos. Could barely focus for 2 minutes straight.
- Day 8-14: Started noticing brief moments of calm. Still a lot of mind-wandering.
- Day 15-21: Felt like I was making some progress. Longer periods of focus, but still challenging.
- Day 22-30: This is where things started to click. Not all the time, but I started to feel a bit more grounded, a bit more… present.
I also tried keeping a journal. I wrote down my thoughts, feelings, dreams – whatever came to mind. It felt good to get it all out on paper. I didn’t follow any specific rule or anything, just stream of consciousness, sometimes it was pretty dark, sometimes it was hopeful, I did not set any limits.
Along the way, I met some interesting people. I joined a local meditation group. It was a mixed bag – some people were super into it, others were just curious. But it was cool to connect with others who were on a similar path. I went to a few workshops, too. One was on yoga, another was on sound healing. Didn’t really vibe with the sound healing, to be honest, but the yoga was pretty awesome. I started doing some basic yoga poses every morning, which helped me connect with my body.
Now, after 30 days, do I have all the answers? Nope. Not even close. But I definitely feel different. I feel more aware of myself, my thoughts, my emotions. I still have my ups and downs, but I feel like I have a better handle on things. I feel a little more connected to something bigger than myself, even if I can’t quite put my finger on what that is. It is like I woke up after a long dream and started to see the world with different eyes, with a new perspective.
This whole “30 spiritual meaning” thing, it’s not about finding a magic solution. It’s about the journey, the exploration, the self-discovery. It is about asking questions, being open, paying attention. And that’s what I’m going to keep doing. Keep exploring, keep learning, keep growing. This journey has just begun, and I have no idea where it is going to take me, but I am enjoying the ride.
So, if you’re feeling a bit lost or just curious about this whole spiritual thing, I say go for it. Read, meditate, journal, connect with others. See what resonates with you, what makes you feel good, what makes you grow. It might be a bumpy ride, but it’s definitely worth it.
What I’ve learned in these 30 days:
- It is okay to be lost. Just keep searching.
- Small steps are still steps. 5 minutes of meditation is better than nothing.
- There is no right or wrong way. Find what works for you.
- Be patient. It is a long journey.
- Enjoy the ride. This is the important part.
And that is it for my experience. I hope that sharing this will help someone to take their first steps or will help someone that was stuck. You are not alone, so keep going!
