Okay, so I’ve been messing around with numerology lately, and the number 19 kept popping up. I was like, “Alright, universe, I hear you, what’s the deal with 19?” So, I started digging.
My Deep Dive into Number 19
First, I grabbed my trusty notebook and pen. Gotta have the physical tools, you know? Then, I started jotting down every instance I could remember seeing the number 19 recently. It was kinda freaky how many times it had shown up:
- My coffee order total: $5.19 (close enough, right?)
- The page number I kept landing on in a book.
- A random license plate I saw while stuck in traffic.
- I woke at 5.19 in the last morning.
Okay, so the universe definitely wanted my attention. Next, I did what any self-respecting curious person would do: I started. I looked up “numerology number 19” and read a bunch of different interpretations. Some of it was, well, a bit out there, but some of it actually resonated.
I learned 19 is a Karmic Debt Number. It’s about dealing with past abuses of power, being independent, and finding your own unique * felt like a puzzle I need to solve.
Now, I am not sure about abuse of power, I try to be a good and kind person. So after recording and researching, I tried to connect these ideas to my current life. What was I struggling with? Where did I feel like I needed to step up and be more assertive?
I spent a good hour just free-writing in my notebook, exploring these questions. It was actually pretty revealing. I realized I’d been letting some things slide at work that I really shouldn’t have. I’d been avoiding a difficult conversation with a friend. And I’d been putting off starting a personal project that I was really passionate about.
The whole 19 thing felt like a kick in the pants, a reminder to take ownership and stop playing small. So, I made a list (because lists are my life):
- Schedule a meeting with my boss to discuss those work issues.
- Call my friend and have that honest conversation.
- Block out time each day to work on my personal project.
I took another look at the meanings of numbers 1 and 9 individually, the components of 19. Number 1 is all about new beginnings and leadership, and 9 is about completion and humanitarianism. Combining them, it felt like a message to step into a new phase of my life, one where I’m leading with purpose and helping others in some way.
I’m still figuring all of this out, but it’s been a cool little experiment. Paying attention to these “coincidences” has actually helped me get more clarity on what I need to do. Whether it’s the universe, my subconscious, or just plain old random chance, I’m rolling with it. Let see what happens!
