Okay, so today I decided to dive into the meaning of the 5 of Spades in Tarot. I’ve been messing around with Tarot cards for a while now, just for fun, and I figured, why not document my little exploration?
First things first, I grabbed my trusty deck. It’s nothing fancy, just a standard Rider-Waite deck I picked up a while back. I shuffled the cards a few times, you know, to get the “energy” flowing, or whatever. Then, I laid them out face down and picked one at random. Boom! 5 of Spades.
I stared at the card for a bit. It shows these three figures, and honestly, it doesn’t look like a happy scene. One guy looks like he’s walking away all smug, while the other two look pretty defeated. So, my initial gut feeling was: conflict, maybe a win that doesn’t feel good, or some kind of loss.

Digging Deeper
Next, I did what any modern person would do: I hit up the internet! I didn’t want any super in-depth, mystical explanations, just some basic keywords and interpretations.
- I found that this card often represents conflict, disagreement, and tension. Makes sense with the image, right?
- Some sources mentioned defeat, loss, and walking away. Feeling defeated or being with defeat.
- Other keywords included bullying, intimidation, using power in an inapporiate way.
- And there’s sometimes an element of hollow victory – winning, but at a cost, or maybe not feeling good about how you won.
After reading through a few different sites, I started to get a clearer picture. The 5 of Spades isn’t about a happy-go-lucky situation. It’s about those times when you might win an argument but hurt someone in the process, or when you’re on the losing end of a disagreement and feel totally bummed out.
Putting It Together
To really try to understand it, I thought about how this card might relate to my own life. I haven’t had any major conflicts lately, thankfully, but I could definitely see how it might apply to smaller situations. Maybe it’s a reminder to be mindful of how I interact with others, even when I feel like I’m “right.” Or maybe it’s a heads-up to avoid unnecessary drama.
I am feeling I need to think before acting, win a battle could be losing the war.
Finally, I jotted down some notes in my journal, just some keywords and my own thoughts about the card. I’m no Tarot expert, but it’s fun to explore these things and see if they spark any insights. The 5 of Spades definitely gave me something to think about today!