So, today, let’s talk about the “Four of Cups reversed” and how it made me feel during my tarot reading practice. I’ve been going through some stuff lately, feeling kind of blah and disconnected, especially when it comes to my love life. It’s like I’ve been in my own little bubble, not really wanting to let anyone in or even think about dating.
I pulled out my tarot deck this morning, just trying to get a feel for what’s going on in my head, you know? And there it was, the Four of Cups, but upside down. It was in my feelings position in the spread. At first, I was like, “Oh great, more of the same old, same old.” But then, something felt different.
I started to realize that maybe this reversed card was actually a good thing. Maybe it meant that I was finally starting to come out of my shell. Like, this period of being all withdrawn and uninterested was coming to an end. I sat there, staring at the card, and it hit me – I was ready for a change. I’ve been feeling more open lately, more willing to actually consider the idea of a relationship again.
- I picked up the “The Lovers” card from my deck too. It’s all about connection and unity, right?
- I laid it next to the reversed Four of Cups.
- Seeing them together, I felt a little spark. Maybe I wasn’t as closed off as I thought.
This wasn’t just about romantic love, though. I thought about my friends and family. I’ve been kind of distant with them too, unintentionally of course. It made me realize how important it is to reconnect with people I care about.
I remembered how things were with my ex. Even thinking about past relationships used to be a big “no-no” for me. It was like I had built up this wall around my heart. But with this reversed Four of Cups, it felt like that wall was starting to crumble, just a little. I started to feel like maybe, just maybe, I could handle thinking about my ex without it completely wrecking me.
A Shift in Perspective
This whole experience with the reversed Four of Cups was kind of a wake-up call. I realized that it’s okay to take time for myself, to heal and be alone for a while. But it’s also okay to start opening up again, to let love back into my life, whether it’s romantic or not. It’s like the card was telling me, “Hey, it’s time to get back in the game, buddy. You’ve been on the sidelines long enough.”
So, yeah, that’s my little story about how a reversed tarot card got me thinking about my feelings. It’s funny how these little pieces of cardboard can sometimes help you see things in a new light. I’m not saying I’m completely ready to jump into a new relationship or anything, but I’m definitely feeling more hopeful and open than I have in a long time. And that’s something, right?
